Bad times with a wonderful saviour

I'm here, i'm G.
In this days i'm feeling many many troubles and many sad things going on..

my family is such a mess and the only place where i could hide ( the studio) will probably be rented for some reason.

In the meantime my house is getting done but that's gonna take a lot and i'm not sure i can take it..

I'll do my best to make everything work and i decided to at least try to build with the new association i'm in to build  studio in the basement..  DA BASSMENT aw yeah :)

F. is saving my life in all this, she's supporting me so good and keping my mood and my hope up .. i love her incredibly much!

i'll try to write more somehow.. it really makes me feel good.

Peace!
G.

Romeo & Juliet FTW

So here I am again, it's been a while since I last wrote because of my school and stuff.

Anyways! This time I'll be talking about Romeo & Juliet. 

- one of my personal favorite love stories (though the ending is.. Frustrating..)

So, there's around 3 movie-versions about Romeo & Juliet (if I'm correct). The first one that's really original, then there's the second one that's a bit more modernized (Leonardo Dicaprio plays Romeo) and the third one is more like the first one, but with a small twist (no spoilers, I'll just shut up about it) but it should be in the cinema worldwide by now. 

I don't know why I love Shakespeare's masterpiece "Romeo & Juliet" so much. 

It shows that love isn't something you can controll, it goes where it wants to who it wants. I can't even get my toughts to words anymore.

Ok, moving on. It was hard to decide, but here's my 2 favorite quotes from Romeo & Juliet!

"When he shall die,

Take him and cut him out in little stars,

And he will make the face of heaven so fine

That all the world will be in love with night

And pay no worship to the garish sun."

"These violent delights have violent ends

And in their triump die, like fire and powder

Which, as they kiss, consume"

William truly had a way with words. I find it so fascinating and just beautiful, the whole thing. I can't even. Heck. Now I'm gonna go and watch Romeo & Juliet and try not to cry like a baby. 

Stay cool you awesome people!

Over and out.

- F

"For never was a story of more woe than this of Juliet and her Romeo."

Christmas!

Merry Christmas to you all! In Finland the tradition goes like this;

• We wake up and eat "rysgrinsgröt" which is a certain kind of porridge, but it's mainly made of rice so it has a quite unique taste. (The cookinh takes over 3 hours so it's a pretty long process..) When it's ready to be served you but one nut in the big bowl and mix it in there, and the one that gets it (on the plate mixed in the porridge) has to sing or preform something for the rest of the people. You don't know who get the nut until you bite it or can see it on the spoon ^^,

• We drink "Glögg". It's a red colored sweet tasting drink that's served hot with nuts and raisins in it. You can have with alcohol or whitout, however you prefer. 

• We visit the cemetery to put candles on our loved ones graves. 

• We have a big  Christmas dinner with all our relatives (or just the family and closest people to us) where we serve different kinds o fish, meat, potatoes and other vegetables. After that we usually have some kind if dessert, it depends a lot from family to family. 

• SANTA COMES FOR A VISIT AND BRINGS PRESENTS! Yeas you heard me! We get to have our presents delivered by Santa Claus. There's a couple of other countries too that have Santa delivering the presents, but of course it's different from culture to culture - coutry to country. Usually he stays for a while and he gets "Glögg" (the drink that I mentioned earlier) and sometimes we sing old Christmas songs to entertain him. 

That's pretty all, though there's soooo many other traditions. These are the ones my family follows, so I wanted to share. Merry Christmas to you all! 

Over and out.

-F

Arctic Monkeys

Arctic Monkeys.

At a rainy Monday there's nothing better then sitting in the buss listening to Arctic Monkeys. 

The day went slowly like usually, but as soon as I sat down between my pens and painting stuff my fantasy just started to flow, like I was transferring my thoughts on the paper. Though a few of those "thoughts" ended up in the trash.

Soon I'll hopefully post some of my drawings or ect. 

Untill then,

Over and out

-F

Hello there!

It's been some time now, and I do apologize for that. I'll try to write at least 1 post per week now. 

So today's topic:

Starting from the beginning.

It can be easy and for some people it's the only way out. It's a choice you make either alone or with someone else.

You do it cause you think it's the right thing to do even if it could hurt. Then again some people don't have another choice. 

The only important thing that you have to remember is the reason. 

Today early in the morning I saw my love leave to the airport, and I know it will take some time until I'll see him again. It's a choice we made together, and we live by it every moment of the day. 

Every time I leave or watch him leave I have to start everything over again. I always forget how lonely and scary it is to sleep alone. I miss it even if he steals the blanket and takes up all the space so that you can't sleep. But life goes on.

All my bags are packed and I'm ready to go, I'm standing here outside your door 

I hate to wake you up to see me leave

- I'm leaving on a jet plane.

Over and out

-F

The rebeginning

First of all i need to say sorry for all the time i haven't wrote in here. I really had many things to do and to be honest.. I'm a bit of a mess right now.. So, school started, i don't know if i should say finaly or stary crying like a baby.. I'm in class with my best friend and slowly, things are getting better and they're letting me distract from my family. F is helping me a lot, i wish i could do a bit more for her.. Buuut I got a new phone and that means i can write more with her and also write more to,you guys.. I'll be posting some pictures also aboht the school and the music things :) I'm back :) and i won't leave for a while ( sorry about that ^^ )

Peace!! -G

classss

So now that school started again we get new projects and so on, I wanted to show you how i spend my hours in school, and what's it like. Well, here we are!

1. the first thing you do when planing a decoration-window for a shop is to contact the cloth company and ask if you can borrow some clothes (after all, it's free comercial for the store), and check which clothes you'll get.

2. You choose a "Inspiration picture", and start making the drawing of the plans and how it will look like, using ideas from the inspiration pic.

3. Start preparing the window (clean it, put the furniture in that you need and so on) and star creating (in my case) the painting you see later in a pic, that's supposed to be a window.

4. Dress the mannequin and choose a wigg. Make a list of the products what they cost, print it out and put it in the decoration window.

5. Put in the last details that the window "needs", and some finishing touches. Ready! (of course it's a bit more complicted and it takes more time, but i left out all the not-so-intresting parts) :)

Me wearing one of the wiggs, joking around with 

one of the mannequins ;)

In real life i have short blond hair.

Here's Esprits decoration window that i made myself,

 it was a lot of fun brainstorming and coming up

 with ideas and themes for it.

Just some details.

The mannequin from the side :)