It's been some time now, and I do apologize for that. I'll try to write at least 1 post per week now.
So today's topic:
Starting from the beginning.
It can be easy and for some people it's the only way out. It's a choice you make either alone or with someone else.
You do it cause you think it's the right thing to do even if it could hurt. Then again some people don't have another choice.
The only important thing that you have to remember is the reason.
Today early in the morning I saw my love leave to the airport, and I know it will take some time until I'll see him again. It's a choice we made together, and we live by it every moment of the day.
Every time I leave or watch him leave I have to start everything over again. I always forget how lonely and scary it is to sleep alone. I miss it even if he steals the blanket and takes up all the space so that you can't sleep. But life goes on.
All my bags are packed and I'm ready to go, I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to see me leave
- I'm leaving on a jet plane.
Over and out
-F
